My words are like confetti

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niennasilimaure@hotmail.com — Wed, 13 May 2009 20:38:45 GMT

luluko_lovers FST
by niennasilimaure

& I have split this FST into two parts:

The cast-off princess, Luluko Lamperouge

&

Empirical Jewel, Luluko vi Britannia

This is to show the two different "sides" of Luluko. The possible lives she could have lead, the first being more akin to canon Lelouch and the second being more based upon the empiricaljewel universe where she is still a Princess of Britannia.

Luluko Lamperouge

[[ Why - Annie Lennox | download | lyrics ]]

This is the fear
This is the dread
These are the contents of my head
And these are the years that we have spent
And this is what they represent
And this is how I feel
Do you know how I feel ?
'cause I don't think you know how I feel

[[ Ta vie - Tina Arena | download | lyrics ]]

Tu referas le monde
Sans oublier ce qui compte
Il faut vouloir comme personne
Oser rêver pour tous les hommes

Je te donne la force d'y croire
Ce qui a marqué mon histoire
Le plus beau en toi
Pour faire
Ta vie

(You will remake the world
Without forgetting what counts
It is necessary to want as a person
To dare to dream for all men
I give you the force to believe in what marked my history
Beautiful in you to live your life)

[[ Rain on your parade - Duffy | download | lyrics ]]

I wish you well, I hope you survive
I hope you live, oh baby, so I can watch you cry
'Cause I know in time you'll see what you did to me

[[ Last time - Paper Route | download | lyrics ]]

Is there anyone left who will understand I am made of flesh and bone?
I tried to tell you on the telephone, all I needed was a stepping stone.

This is the last time
I'm gonna let you down.
It's finally over.
It's finally over.

Luluko vi Britannia

[[ Echoes - Dar Williams | download | lyrics ]]

When a leader gets the hungry fed food
When you just make love inside your bedroom
It echoes all over the world

[[ Harbor - Vienna Teng | download | lyrics ]]

You've got a journey to make
There's your horizon to chase
So go far beyond where we stand
No matter the distance
I'm holding your hand

[[ No matter what - Boyzone | download | lyrics ]]

No matter what they call us
However they attack
No matter where they take us
We'll find our own way back

[[ Inside your heaven - Carrie Underwood | download | lyrics ]]

When we touch, when we love
The stars light up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

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gonna let our hair hang down

niennasilimaure@hotmail.com — Thu, 24 Jan 2008 21:25:23 GMT

Marlene has been amusing me today playing music at work. Dave didn't seem to notice that she was playing London Bridge (Oh shit) really loudly. We're now onto her Shania Twain.

I'm working six days this week and next week but then after that I don't have have to do it for a month.

I get some peace and quiet tonight as long as Cesar doesn't bust out the guitar, if he does I may have to garotte him with the e-string.

Doing the late shift today (DX) so I don't get out of here until 5.30 EST which blows. I hate the late shift coz I still have to leave about the same time so all it does is add time to my workday.

Trying to get a couple of my lesser-used muses active again coz I'm getting a drop itch for the ones who get little interaction...then of course they went and managed to get recent interaction. I'm conflicted :\

I want them active or gone. I get too sentimental about muses, I really do. MA!Ume has been irritating me a bit lately coz I got him active for a bit then he kinda died off again. Hes hit on too many of the current male muses for him to have much to field right now. Manwhore.

I don't wanna drop him but I shouldn't hold onto him just for that reason alone. Last ditch effort. If he doesn't get active again; hes getting the chop. I feel like I'm keeping some muses just for other people and thats not really fair on me, but we'll see how it goes.

OOC day over there might help and the upcoming plot at template might help boost a couple of my quiet muses there.

eep gtg

Crowbars are very useful items indeed. // FIC // ROLEPLAY ALTERNAVERSE// 15

niennasilimaure@hotmail.com — Sun, 23 Dec 2007 21:17:18 GMT

TITLE: Crowbars are very useful items indeed.
WHO: Umeda and Lelouch
WHAT: Crack fic That I should probably go post at the alternaverse comm coz we decided to pair our grumpy muses in drabble-out-of-rp-canon ficlets.
RATING: 15
SUMMARY: Umeda hates Lelouch. Lelouch hates Umeda. Umeda loves Kiyomaro and wants to protect his friend and Lelouch has him wrapped around his finger as he mindfucks him to use him as a tool for his vengeance against his father. What happens after the oblivious Kiyo forces the two to meet alone?
WARNINGS: Oh so fucked up. So very fucked up 8D~ Implied sex.
NOTES: Posted here for teavanilla

Umeda snarled as the door snapped shut and the lock clicked. He was just going to have to horribly murder Kiyomaro as soon as he got out. Surely there was a crowbar handy around here he could use to beat the door in? Just to find it.

Lelouch smirked at the boy, despite hating every fibre of his being. This boy was one of the ones who was too close to Kiyo and was giving him an anchor to reality, to his humanity. He needed that gone, ergo, he needed Umeda gone.

"Get out of my way, idiot," Umeda snapped, shoving Lelouch aside and was surprised to find the frail-looking boy grabbing him by the arm as he pushed past in search of said crowbar. Hmm, maybe he could use it to beat Lelouch's face in before he got to work on the door? It'd be very satisfying. He made the mistake of looking at Lelouch and his mind vaguely registered a red bird sigil and then something clicked like a lock in his brain.

What had he gotten himself into? He'd never know, but the poor boy was not only being hypnotised by Kijima but now being geass'd by Lelouch. He'd always be a puppet of those with evil intention.

"Beat the door in when I tell you 'I'm done' and free us from this room," Lelouch said, activating his geass, knowing he could only ever use it once per person but being able to issue several commands in the attack that'd all be obeyed. "Forget about your hatred of me and stop interfering between myself and Kiyomaro. Oh and call me Lulu ~" the geass deactivated as Lelouch pulled the firey hair and tugged Umeda's head back, exposing his neck.

He licked a line up Umeda's long and smooth neckline, nibbling on his earlobe a little before he pulled the delicious boy atop himself. Just because he hated him didn't mean he couldn't have any fun.

"Do you hate me, Hokuto~?" he asked, teasing and his voice carried an edge of evil intent.

"No, I could never hate you, Lulu," came the obedient answer and Umeda pressed the lithe boy down onto the table and proceeded to prove to the dominant submissive just how much of his hatred had been deleted with the command.

As Umeda was up and beating the door in with as much fervour as he'd just been using on Lelouch and the now slightly wobbly desk, Lelouch fixed his hair and straightened his clothes. As he opened the window to air the room he smirked.

What a delightful distraction that had been, now he could see what kept Kiyo coming back to this boy. A definite improvement. He might have to be distracted again some time, too. Perhaps by them both.

...yes. A definite improvement.

niennasilimaure@hotmail.com — Fri, 14 Dec 2007 03:53:07 GMT

TITLE: How cold winter can be
SUMMARY: Tamaki foolishly wakes Kyouya one snowy morning to play in the snow with the gang.
RATING: E
NOTES: As requested by box_of_doom @ LJ
FANDOM: Ouran High Host Club
WARNINGS: Omg. NONE. I was so tempted, but I left it an all-ages fic ♥

Tamaki Suou was in rather a pickle at the present moment. He'd woken up Kyouya early this morning and was now just realizing his utter folly in doing such a dangerous thing. One would not poke a sleeping lion with a stick, so one should not do the same to Kyouya Ootori. Even Tamaki's thick skull was starting to be penetrated by this simple fact.

He was also becoming aware of just how cold snow could really be.

He'd awoken with a shout of unrestrained glee when he had seen the snowflakes out from his window and had insisted on having a very quick breakfast and shower before heading for the Ootori household, excitedly exclaiming to the rest of his Host Club that they ought to all meet up in the park and have a snowball fight.

Kyouya had been less than impressed to see his exicted face and puppy eyes before the hour of noon on a weekend and had allowed himself to be eagerly dragged from bed, bundled up and taken to the park. Tamaki had been in the process of making a snowman when Kyouya had snuck up behind him, twins and Mori in tow as Haruhi and Honey distracted their King.

He'd then seen a flash of white and coloured scarves before finding himself knee deep in a pile of snow and fast disappearing.

"H-Hey! Mother!!!" he squealed as his hips vanished in the mounds of snow currently being gleefully dumped on him but either Kyouya could not hear it through the delighted squeals of Honey and Harui combined with the clamour of the twin's chanting "Lord Snowman" or was ignoring him.

As Tamaki shuddered with cold, he started to suspect the latter.

He looked up as Mori was talking to Kyouya, who was taking notes and directing the other tall and dark Host to snap pictures of Tamaki the Snowman and gave his best puppy eyes...to no avail.

When he was finally up to his neck in the snow, had two sticks jabbed into the sides and little buttons placed on his front, Kyouya smirked at him.

"Having fun in the snow?" he asked, before sticking a carrot in Tamaki's mouth.

The twins either side of him, Haruhi in front and giggling looked up as Mori handed the camera to a passerby. The rest crowded around and posed and the passerby snapped a picture.

Two weeks later Tamaki was to be found on the sofa in his bedroom, clutching a card that his shadow king had sent out to all their customers without Tamaki's knowledge, face as white as it had been the day he'd been the snowman.

"To our beloved and cherished patrons,

Have a wonderful holiday from Tamaki the Snowman and the rest of the Host Club.

We hope to be seeing you again in the New Year and please note, enlarged, framed copies of this photograph can be purchesed for a mere 10,000 yen.

Your Hosts."

Tamaki finally knew how cold winter could be...but then he laughed and pinned the photo to the corkboard over his desk and smiled at it fondly.

Fic Filter

niennasilimaure@hotmail.com — Mon, 10 Dec 2007 04:52:28 GMT

If you are here for my fic, please comment here with your birthdate.

This is mandatory to get on my fic filter and if I find you've lied, I will immediately remove you so don't even bother. I am deadly serious about this. There is a very good reason for me making this filter in the first place.

Fics lower rated than R or NC17 are open to read anyway, but the higher ratings are staying locked.

Cut and paste this into your comment:

Formal, yes, but this is to protect me, okay?

Great :D

Hope to see you over 18s with me ~

-Nienna.

New Home.

niennasilimaure@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Dec 2007 01:58:13 GMT

Yes, I am also niennasilimaure at both LiveJournal and GreatestJournal. The latter I rarely, if ever, update and the former I am only staying with due to a permanent account and a few communities I am often active in.

However, this is my new home and base of operations ~

If you need to contact me; please do it via this post as I am keeping it f-locked for now.

Of course, I shall spiffy this up when I get round to getting a graphics program for the horrific piece o' crap that is Vista until then, you're stuck with this boring scrap of text. Shiny.

-Nienna.

EDIT: Now, see this is what I like. Instead of being utterly ignored, we even get personal replies. Very satisfied so far.